Sunday, 30 December 2012

Fanfics: Hypnotize

They looked into each other's eyes and seemed to be lost in each other's gaze. Annie stared at Kantiss with her hypnotizing blue-green eyes. Finnick was sitting across Katniss on the cafeteria table, saying something about how he loves Annie so much but Katniss couldn't help but stare. She examined the District 4 girl's physique. She had long brown hair, much like Katniss's, and a small face that has that somewhat heart-shape to it. Her hands were small compared to her lover's, they looked soft, too. Her body was small and vulnerable-looking, though she knew better. Vulnerability never really won the Hunger Games. Katniss placed her eyes back at Annie's. Annie reverted her gaze back to Finnick. Katniss couldn't help but feel like both girls had the same feeling, at the same time she didn't know what it was.

After what seemed like forever of Finnick talking they had to say good bye. Finnick and Annie's hands never parted as they stood up, nor did it part as they walked side by side. The door swung open on its own and Annie looked back at Katniss. Was it just her hallucination or did Annie just mouth"Training Center, now."? Either way she nodded and Annie just disappear behind the steel door. "What's wrong, Catnip? Finnick got your tongue?" Gale nudged her, which seemed to get her out of her trance. "N-nothing. I have to go. I don't feel so good." she got up, dumped her tray over the disposal area and rushed for the training center. Katniss did her best to look as normal as possible.

She walked the halls avoiding as much guards as possible. Katniss wiped off sweat from her forehead repeatedly. She reached the training center's doors and stopped for a moment, she placed her palm over her chest. Her heart was pounding, she didn't know why. She had a lot of questions going on through her mind. What am I doing? What kind of feeling is this? Why is my heart racing? But most of all: Does Annie feel the same? She shook all those questions aside and opened the door. Inside stood a dashing looking girl wearing a small, pink dress; her back facing Katniss. She walked towards her in silence.

"Annie?" she asked, unsure of what they were doing. The girl turned her head in the most graceful way possible, "My, my, dear Mockingjay. I didn't know you would come." she said, in a somewhat hushed, relaxing tone. Katniss stepped forward, "Why'd you ask me to go here? Is something wrong with Finnick?" Annie gave a slight laugh, obviously amused with the seventeen-year-old. "What's so funny?" Katniss demanded. Annie just smiled and gently touched Katniss's hand. Her heart skipped a beat just by the feel of her skin. Katniss was right, it was soft and flawless. Annie lifted her hand and placed it over Katniss's chest. It began to feel heavy. It was almost impossible to breathe, but she managed to do so.

Annie slided her hand upward, leaving Katniss's on her own chest, until it reached the young girl's cheeks. Before she could even say a word the sea-eyed woman placed her thumb on Katniss's lips. She had a lot of stuff going through her mind a moment earlier, but right now there's only one thing she was thinking of: I want her, which she didn't quite understand. Annie seemed to know what's going on through her mind, and gave a little Haymitch-like smirk. For a second there Katniss thought that those seaweed-green eyes can read her mind.

She let go of Katniss and turned around, walking the opposite direction, leaving the young girl confused out of her mind. I want her, her mind repeated. After she was a good distance away, Annie turned back around. "Aren't you going to follow me, little mockingjay?" She whistled, "Or do you want me to finish you out in the open?" Finish me? Katniss asked herself, "What... what do you mean by-" "Just follow me, little mockingjay, and you'll see what I mean." Annie led the curious little Katniss through the training arena and went straight for the other side of the hangar-like room, into the forest replica.

This was much safer than going on outside, as there would be real animals and real danger out there. Here, they can do whatever it is Annie wants to do in peace, not like Katniss knows what she actually wants to do. "Hurry up, little mockingjay, I know you want something from me." she called out. Katniss's heart just stopped for what seemed like an eternity and started beating as fast as her arrow can hit the game. I want her, Katniss's mind was screaming Annie's name. Next thing she knew, everything went black.

Katniss woke up to someone patting her gently. Hands... so soft... she thought. Then she heard someone saying her name. "Katniss. Katniss, wake up. Katniss, plesae listen to my voice. Katniss." She then opened her eyes slowly and saw Annie. "Annie," she managed to whisper. "Thank god you're okay. You passed out a few minutes ago." Katniss looked around, she was surrounded by trees and woods. She sat down and her head started to throb. Annie held her shoulder for support, her heart started beating fast again. She pushed Annie's hand away and moved a little farther. She started sweating again.

Katniss could just feel herself turning rose-red. W-why am I feeling like this? Her thoughts rushed through her mind so quickly that she could feel herself almost passing out again but she collected herself and stayed awake, relatively calm. Annie started forward and Katniss just pushed her away. "Don't, please." She whispered in fear. She backed away even more and couldn't help but feel like what she's doing was wrong. Being with Annie like this is wrong, not moving away from her. She forced herself to believe it, but a part of Katniss thought otherwise.

She looked intently into Annie's eyes, sea-green as ever. "There's something you want from me, little mockingjay. I could tell from the moment we met." She's still confused. Her heart was screaming one thing: Annie. Katniss couldn't revert her eyes from the woman in front of her, like she was hypnotized. Being able to stare at her eyes for a long time, Katniss noticed it wasn't really sea green, it was more translucent than coloured. It looked hollow but full of life, she didn't understand how those two can mix.

I want her. Those words seemed to rush through both girls' heads. Everything was just blank except for the girl in front of the other. I want her. Katniss repeated consciously. I want her. I want her. I want her. Katniss closed her eyes and took a deep breath, waiting for something to happen. "I want-" her voice was cut off and she opened her eyes. She started crying at the sight, but she let it be. After all this is what she wanted.

To feel Annie's lips push against hers.

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